2010年4月20日星期二

My first love, my pain to bury


His love was born in August 2008, buried in 2010 in February. Each of them (that is the first),

He was 18 years old, She was 18 (he, she just greater than 10 days),

They love heart, he was originated from the fun to tease her only play! And not to love as love! At first, he told her that when my girlfriend? Remember, she didn't refuse nor agree, just say you're late.Nike Air Jordan XI White Black Golden JORDAN Edition Mid (I have already had boyfriend). Actually she was tricked him! But he refused to listen to her, since no, not that I still have an opportunity? So he tried to catch her, but he doesn't love her, because she is three years of his classmates, (middle) he is trying to have her he mean?

After a month, she accepted his talk. (they are using mobile phones, not in the same city! She's number or he inadvertently know) he felt special achievement! Not because she accepted his happy, but the feeling is quite a ladies man. He is whole to her, but those trick and let someone know which nerve!Nike Air Jordan 12 XII Retro Playoffs His idea to her again slowly put her off, with their own indifference to dump her, let her feel he doesn't care about her, he didn't cherish her! Because she is not beautiful - it's very general, that is! He thinks, I won't fall in love with her, I just for fun. He is so many times that warning yourself!

After months of their interaction, feelings, and not by the crack appeared another - is that because he doesn't love her, but he could feel her love deeply in love -- is he that! But he also how and what a normal girl together? At first, he and all his friends said she won't play, and with true feelings! Also, he did the same, so they really broke up... But how he can think (the affection between the two is born of long),

After break up, he didn't feel sad, on the contrary, he thought it was a relief! He just laughs when a stiff. A few days later, he found his life has been very not happy - very easy to get angry! Feel less what life is like living is empty,! As long as he closed his eyes -- she's shadow will emerge in all his eyes, he ask - I don't really love her?Nike Air Jordan 13 xiii Original His answer is possible! - How do I might fall in love with her? She is not good. If this is not love, then how to explain what happened? He started very pain. (regret)

About a month later, his grandpa died! His pain upon pain to her message: are you ok? I miss you very much! Her reply message and said nothing, but also very hard words about this boy. His message: we could go back in time? She was silent. For a long time to the message: then you don't let me cry?

Thus, they returned to him, and he will swear, love life, let the girl in this girl crying for him! So they said there had not everyday, hair don't finish the message. Mobile phone battery day all not know for a few blocks! He found a better life, he found the love in the endless gushed out,Nike Air Force 1 Low Air Force 1 07 Low he is no longer play mentality, that is the heart of the call! He was really in the heart of love her. He silently: I want to take care of her lifetime, caress her lifetime, spoil her lifetime.

Time goes by, he loved her - cannot extricate oneself! She tried to the whole idea of the same like smoke from his inner world. He showed his friends - I love all announced her! (he never to anyone hide his love for her)

They passed the half - engaged in, except when the students met when love has not met. Remember - they met to both very shy. Embarrassed. Although they call the countless times when not shy said. No embarrassing, but this thing and how can be installed in the out? This is the so-called love! Somehow, when he felt her everything so beautiful, really very beautiful, and the fairy princess!

Friends: they can be engaged in, nor is smooth the stop) close family (not just two! Careful details will not speak...

Long ago, to listen to me after their engagement of story!

His love for her, he again after engagement, even all the time.i think she! Think she is doing now? Eat? If sleep? Have I? Anyone bully her? Ever get up? You may say, but that doesn't believe is the truth! He put his look very heavy, even more than any of his relatives, but to what degree - weight is careful details...

In late 2009 valentines day, he went to find her, then he will never forget is the memory! He sat in the car to her, and she is the city to meet and greet with a smile face, but he is also very shy, (because they still engagement met several times) they are common to her dwelling together with her family, she is living together. They didn't say too much on the next day, and on the second day, he is to return to his city of that day, they first hand, that was the first time he led a girl's hand and felt really very happy, and what is love their hands more happiness? At that moment his heart trembled -- is happy trembling. She sent him to the station, it is can set the ticket, results in the morning he was playing dirty -- now booked at the ticket. He is not much else, for she and a bit longer, even if only a minute, he will win! On this day, they went to the park in the park, the orange couch they sat the whole day, I wonder why, he feels that day is so short, feel is god in their jokes. They hugged the bench in 2 hours, and then it was very hot, but he didn't feel an ounce of heat! He feels that happiness is filled his whole body, but time is really very stingy! So he also can feel very satisfied, he has been able to meet her on their fate is god. Suddenly the were not popular now coming up, he would relax his arms. When she is tears send him on. (to) meet more -

He is eager to time splash! Because they have the agreement between them - she's going to find him! Every day he expects New Year's coming to see her -- yes, always! The pain also only love will understand...

New Year's day. New Year's day. Dreadful year! This year to let them go to end. Love and hatred (became) mood of strangers,

He expects the new finally arrived, he carries the dream and lovesickness pick her up on New Year's day, they all gave them each other's first kiss. There was a moment of happiness also is only they can experience! She came to him, he put his well cared for, walk tightly holding her, she always walked on the left, he is always give her shoulder by, she tired when he was carrying her! He put all his savings spent only buy her a ring! He really loved her. Love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They prepared by 2010, the people get married... (winding)

Sweet finish!!!!!!!!!!!

Bear sadly.

Since she came to the boy, the boy's parents to see the girl's many faults -- short. Not beautiful. Thin. There may be sick! So the boy's parents had to stop the utmost this relationship, and well-meaning advice boy, don't forget her and her family through, I find a good introduction to you. The boy was very angry, and without a gas stormed, boy, he want to regret if I don't let her come, there won't be much of a thing. But after the boy's happiness - they don't give up! And really, that person introduces a introduced this girl tall and pretty. (but you think - is high, beautiful again what also have no feelings not? It can happiness? Happiness is to find a love for life) was a boy or ignore them! Yes -- that parents can cultivate sentiment, somebody else can be seen just married or not, you marry that lost our house! This boy has its own heart the abacus as I do not like somebody -- not just good? (he knows not what step wrong losers!)

She was still not know him to others and mutually close, he didn't tell her, but she sad! But he was so loved her, he again how to cheat her. Hurt her? So he told her, and let her do not wait for him, I am sorry you! But the girl is so loved him - and how to leave him?Enlarge Nike Air Jordan 4 IV Retro Mars Blackmon Thus they have a day by day, but things were not so easy, reason lies in the boy's brother, the boy's brother secretly gave the girl phoned to say: you leave him! You with him not happy, you don't match is not on his! The girl with tears tell his brother: I really love him!

He has so many call her when she is crying, even though sometimes say a few words on a cry - will be silent SOB! (the proof? Understand? Love! Love!!! Once he call her, then she is very tired, "tired" hoarse voice say: you call me! Call my wife. Baby I very want to listen to you call me! Always call me on my mobile down? He also cry, but not for the first time she cried, but many times, he's crying perhaps she and hear.

2010 arrived! He was pale, heart dead! He didn't and other girls mutually close, because he loved her, use beloved! He had a night to her home, begged her parents put her to marry him, and gave the girl's parents, but people kneel YaoLian is after all, her parents will also take her to marry him? She was humiliated, her tears and who to pay? Although boys, but never save the girl's heart! Don't blame girl, although the boy's knees hid endless love, but the girl did not at home, so she doesn't know! (to her home, if know xiao, is the big pain will return to his side's)

Then he and her cell phone is changed with the change, because the girl likes to listen to his phone songs! In return, etc, the boy is full of mobile phone text messages to the boy, girl, she hasn't been willing to delete! And many drafts - hair: why do you let me have abandoned me again on? Why let me love you want me to leave you. Anything you say mercilessly pain in my heart! I really love you! Because the feeling sorry girl/boy won't let her away, but it is really love her)

Although all this, he was not dead, continue to tease girls returned to his side! She told him that you love to sale under! After he was silent. The girl with anger will marry a man she did not know! The boy knew the news, he could hear his voice of heart! He felt the world all everything so dark! He becomes eccentric. Often blame smile! Is it difficult to sleep every night and morning rise everywhere cigarette! In those days he has five days and nights don't eat not to drink, but did not feel hungry! Only the endless bitterness, lip is full of blood lines...

Just before she married that night, he is in the car to 16 in putting (love) open largest trading volume cut, but didn't die, for the 11 needle!!!

You can see that he is who? He -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- my maomao shadow of her - I love the people (write this article I cry umpteenth time), I write is all my facts. I hope you cherish!
Now you see me sad! If you can see my back, I think it must be very sad, because I have a happy in front!

I think a sad words can be warned the world: how much worldly cut you, How much you become the hatred, And how much worldly again disorderly red? Secular and red -- two difficult lead! Don't embarrass love
Please cherish eyes, please keep the love, don't let love away! When you walk away, etc may never back...

Love

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Finally know the truth of my tears fall down
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Even pay more emotional and buy back again
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And now I really love to coax a return
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Although initially is I want to separate afterwards just know
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Finally know the truth of my tears fall down
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Even pay more emotional and buy back again
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And now I really love to coax a return
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Let me throw to let me know you love